ABOUT ME
My name is Neel, I read energy.
I see, hear, sense, move, heal, feel & channel energy. And everything is energy.
You can call me an intuitive. A medium. A healer. A storyteller. An artist. A psychic… Clairvoyant… To sum it up.
A witch.
A witch is feral woman. Wild, untamed, free. True to herself and her belief in herself and her powers. She makes magic, she heals. She wants others to be free and stand in their truth as well.
She refuses to bend for the patriarchy and their rules. So of course, they burned her at the stake, when she stood true to herself and didn’t follow “the normal”...
She is me. I’m a rebel and a healer. And I don’t care for rules.
For centuries these rules and systems, “the normal behavior” have made us behave unnaturally. Behaving “normal” and ignoring our truth, our intuition and our bodies is making us, humanity, unhappy.
Generational trauma is the root of our sadness and sickness. The body remembers what we have long forgotten. When we ignore our needs and swallow our feelings, our bodies create sickness, sadness and pain.
People come to me because they are in pain, stressed out, they feel stuck. They’re in a crisis and they don’t know why. They are seeking answers to their pain, whether it is physical or emotional. It is almost always both, the physical and emotional can’t be separated.
I sense and read their energy. There is always some kind of blockage in their energy field… I help them uncover that block and create flow.
From a very young age, I have been connected to the unseen world. I have deepened this connection over the last several years through trauma work and energetic healing. Working with assisted psychedelic therapy and shamanic journeying I have healed my own trauma and rediscovered my true self.
My work blends spiritual insight with ancient shamanic practices, embodied wisdom and trauma work.
My own healing is a lived experience that allows me to meet other people in their pain. I help them heal and see the light in themselves.
MY HEALING JOURNEY
From a very young age I have been more connected to the unseen world than the physical world…
I didn’t understand what I could sense. I didn’t know I could feel other people’s emotions as if they were my own. I didn’t understand why I knew things that I had no possible way of knowing. It took me many years to understand that I was sensing (unseen) energy. It took me a few more years to uncover my gifts and even more years training my gifts, knowing how to use them, without feeling drained and overwhelmed.
My spiritual journey happened over a decade ago. I felt deeply lost and alone. Never understanding or ‘getting the meaning of life’, but it had always been on my mind. Wondering from a very early age ‘why am I here?’… Over the years that question haunted me, and by my mid-twenties, it had become like the wallpaper in the back of my mind — always there every day, in every way.
In university I had an emotional and spiritual crisis, feeling deeply unhappy and depressed. I went to therapy and started spiritual practices like yoga, meditation and breath work. Studying and practicing mindfulness. Trying to ease my restlessness.
Born an aesthetic, creative and gifted storyteller, I fell in love with movies from an early age. I spent over a decade pursuing and working as a screenwriter in the Danish film industry. And ended up having “my dream job” that left me feeling depleted, overworked, stressed out, anxious and physically sick.
After years of pushing myself and finally making it “big”, I had a nervous breakdown and found myself once again back to a very familiar place, the dark night of the soul…
Lost, restless, and even more in search for meaning and in desperate need of healing.
Feather, brick, truck…
I heard this story a long time ago…
If you’re on the wrong path the Universe sends you a feather. And if you don’t listen it sends you another. If you don’t listen to that one either, it sends you a brick. And another brick. And another…
And if you’re still not getting it, it sends you a truck! Now you have no choice but to stop and listen.
My truck was a blessing and ‘the call’ from the spirit world. What seemed like breaking down was actually waking up. A wake-up call for realizing my true path, healing myself and welcoming a spiritual rebirth. It was a call to see and heal all my deepest and darkest wounds. Retrieving lost parts of my soul and connecting to my higher self. It was a call to break out of all the boxes I’ve put myself in and get out of my own way.
For several years I’ve healed, cried, purged all parts of me that needed to be seen. I’ve integrated my shadow self and purged all shame and guilt. Transformed my trauma into wisdom.
And I’ve broken up with an industry I fought so hard to be a part of…
Realizing that I am a writer and I love storytelling, but staying in a toxic business is selfsabotage.‘The dream job’ was a burden and I needed to set myself free to be the writer I know I truly am. Saying goodbye to ‘the idea of you’ also comes with grief.
You’re grieving the parts of you that no longer exist once the trauma is gone.
What I’ve learned through this work is this:
A healing journey is a transformation. You’re not becoming, you’re unraveling. Peeling away all the layers so your true self can emerge. You’re making room for the real you. And every trauma, wound and shadow also comes with gifts and insight.
Over the last several years I have been working one-on-one with a very gifted psychotherapist and shaman, doing somatic healing practices, psychedelic therapy and shamanic journeying. Meeting the deepest and darkest parts of myself.
Through ancient shamanic practices I have healed and integrated my own traumatic and uncommon childhood and many past lifetime memories. This is what allows to meet other people in their pain and sense how they can start to heal themselves.
In my darkest moments I’ve cried out in despair asked my spirit guides “why I had all of this traumatic shit?!” Not only the amount of trauma but the wide range of trauma and darkness… They said, ‘because all the shit you’ve had is all the shit you can heal…’
In my sessions I experience this truth again and again. And these experiences give my life meaning… I know the pain they carry, and I know how to heal.
The truck was the call for my own shamanic initiation, coming home to myself and deepening my gifts so I can help other people heal.
Healing is not all love and light
And being spiritual is not all “love and light”…
Without facing the darkest parts of yourself and integrating your shadow, love and light becomes ‘spiritual concepts’, spiritual bypassing, avoidance and a manipulation game for right vs. wrong. It becomes another label and another (spiritual) ego.
There are some wide misconceptions about being spiritual and believing in something bigger. I meet these beliefs in people every day. They believe the Universe is judging them or punishing them. That they should behave in a certain way and ‘be a good person’ and a reward will eventually follow. This is a religious mindset and it has nothing to do with being spiritual, “God” or “Christ consciousness” or love...
The Universe is indifferent to “your doing”. The Universe only cares about “your being”.
The Universe is energy, just like you.
The Universe is part of you.
The Universe is one magnet and you are the other.
You attract what you (subconsciously) believe. All your pain and suffering, all the experiences you’ve had in your life (and past lives) has tainted or impacted your beliefs about yourself, other people, your capabilities, your life and what you could make of it.
What I’ve learned through my own process is that healing is not about becoming endlessly positive, feeling good or avoiding pain. It’s actually the opposite.
Real healing asks us to confront the triggers and meet the parts of ourselves we would rather not see and feel.
Reclaiming and releasing anger is spiritual. Speaking up when boundaries are crossed is spiritual. Saying no and walking away is spiritual. Reclaiming your sexuality and connecting through play is spiritual.
You don’t run away from your fears – you learn their names.
Healing is reprogramming your subconscious mind… Releasing old believes that lives in your body…
There’s always a root cause to your suffering and a missing connection to your emotional despair. There’s always a reason for what’s happening in your life. The Universe is mirroring what you hold inside.
By healing your darkness and your subconscious beliefs you can actually start to feel better. When you feel better you attract better.
You CAN attract your deepest desires, but first you have to get out of your own way and start healing and clearing your energy field…
I’m here to guide you and teach you how you can be your own guide.
Today I live in Copenhagen, Denmark, with my companion, my dog Merlin.
After years of writing stories for others, I am now returning to my own voice as a writer. Currently working on my first novel, continuing the lifelong journey of exploring the stories, emotions, and hidden worlds that have always fascinated me.
If you’re feeling stuck, overwhelmed, disconnected, or simply ready to understand yourself more deeply, I invite you to book a session.
Together we’ll explore what is ready to be seen, understood, healed and transformed.
I look forward to seeing you and reading you.
Xx Neel
SUNFLOWER READING IS HEALING
The Sunflower theory:
During the day sunflowers naturally turn towards the sun. They seek the light, they grow in it and they thrive because of it.
When night falls sunflowers don’t fade into darkness, instead they turn toward each other. In the absence of light they seek the light in each other…
The Sunflower is a reminder that we can be the light for each other when going through dark times.
Sunflower Readings are here to help you face your darkness and see your own light. In your brightest moments I celebrate your light, and in your darkness I’ll be here, offering you a connection.